Life, for the past three weeks, had been somewhat different.
I was glad that I got to meet Pi when he conducted Inner Dance in Singapore. I had a private coaching/healing session and few workshops with him. From all these sessions, I had a pleasant 'transformation' right from the day I started his Inner Dance.
After the classes, I felt that I walked through time breaking free of the bonds that tied me of my fears, my ongoing self-validation to my lack mentality. I felt there was a subtle sense of Life Force that sprang out. There was a withdrawal feeling of sort yet there was a rising awakening too. A separation of old thoughts and actions. An alienation that washed away limitations but expanding creative energies and consciousness within.
I felt that God was no longer an image outside my mind, my body and my soul. He was so much alive in every of my cells. The Universe just ravelled its own beauty.
When I thought of joy, my heart rendered an intense energy. When I thought of love, there was an outpouring feeling of forgiveness. Joy filled my consciousness and encased me into a feeling of oneness.
I felt my soul expanded, freeing myself from the laws of form. I became aware and like in the words of Mahatma Gandhi, my experience was "when I admire the wonders of a sunset, my soul expands in the worship of the creator".
I started Inner Dance on the eve of Ruby's 100 days, on June 27.
In my entry, Since You've Been Gone - The 100 Days, I penned some thoughts. These thoughts had become, somewhat, the fruits of labor for a singular blend to a larger tapestry of understanding. They were of new processes to connect me to a common question of 'Why am I here in this life?'.
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I was moved to go for a healing workshop - an Inner Dance yesterday. There was a subtle force to bring me there. Perhaps, you had observed for all conditions to be favorable for me and opened the path to walk my life ahead significantly. Throughout the whole session, not only that I felt the presence of light around, there was a constant voice - through the people around. The message kept repeating from the beginning to the end of the session.
"In the pursuit of peace and joy that we seek in life, we cannot be pulled by people who choose - either consciously or unconsciously, to drag us away of our growth with them. When time is right, we have to leave those that are no longer nested in the multi dimensional reality for our next waves of growth."
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My personal experience with Inner Dance was a powerful spiritual awakening of faith. The heat that I felt during the Dance released some form of a blissful energy, something that I could not explain in words.
Inner Dance was an ocean of laughter and crying. It was both light and darkness. It was fire and water. It was earth and heaven, yin and yang. It took me into a higher state of alertness, probably an expanded consciousness. It opened the consciousness within. I was aware of my heartbeat, my breath and my thoughts. It was somewhat heightened.
Inner Dance was not a dance. It was movements from within. It was a powerful healing vibrations of trust and hope. It woke the feeling of pure love for me to receive and give; restored balance and harmony.
It was, probably, "Self Realization" and a personal development process of becoming uniquely me. It was a realization of knowing myself and to love my unique individuality.
Every movements doing Inner Dance were different. It could be gentle and slow movements. On some other time, the movements could be the opposite. Nonetheless, the Dance ended to give a sense of lightness and joy in my soul.
I had faith that Inner Dance would awaken the Divinity in all those doing it.
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