God, Guide Me Not To Slip Into Complacency In My Earthly Life.
The other day I was chatting with my dearest Indigo friend and told him that I had fallen into the lazy mode, for these past few weeks or so, for not updating my blog. While I felt a little guilty allowing myself to slip away from the actual discourse to the purpose of having this blog, the Universe continued to nudge my conscience when someone else remarked that my blog had not been updated for quite awhile. My indigo friend jested that I should just write, as to update my regular writing here and make peace with my conscience, to wish my readers a belated lunar new year greeting. I liked that humor.
Why do I have such guilt for not writing or updating? Somehow, I take this guilt to be positive. It puts me on track to remind me of my desires in life. Admittedly, as I look back at my life and the events that take place from my last entry here, this lazy mode causes some imbalance energetically within my life force. I felt sick and, probably, the bad and lengthy cough spell that I had was an indication. It was a congested burning up feeling to bark at the world.