Like waves we come, Like waves we go .. out of the ocean.
The one thing that I realized, the one thing that marks a great distinction between freeing our soul and to live with divinity (and yet be insanely sane) is when one is trapped not able to differentiate between being 'human being' and 'human doing'. Spiritually, it is synonymous of being a God fearing (being Human Doing) and God loving (being Human Being) individual.
These emotions confuse our full acceptance and full understanding to God. These conflicting feelings draw us away from walking and partnering with God. Often, we are told to fear God to be close to Him. Often, we are told that we need to work for Him to be with Him.