God, Only In You I Trust
Looking back at these past months, particularly the last one, have been rather emotionally and spiritually challenging for me. At times, it drains me physically and mentally. At times, I am soaked with my own tears. Admittedly, there is just so much my soul can take. There is just so much to experience. There is just so much to resolve and to pronounce a wise judgement. There are, unusually, many highs and lows. There are boxes and layers of joy and sadness. It has been a period where I am asked to surrender. It has been a period of resignation and restoration. It is, probably, a period for my revelation.
Still, there is no blame in God. I will never want to do that. I know these paths are created by humans, created from the vibrations of my own manifestation. Also, it has nothing to do with fate for all life events are opened and tied with choices. God gives everyone a choice in everything. Nor should I blame a person or the people around me who is making me to suffer. I create such ups and downs. Such sufferings, should I want to call it, is not from God though it is important for me to realize that these experiences are laid where He expects me to understand them. Generally in life, it is our own doings to all things, to all decisions, to all events and to all choices. It takes our wisdom to understand, and to be fully aware of, the negative variables and separate them.