One big lesson that Ruby is providing, with her departure, is about the reality of us being a human. That, it is so hard to let go. That, with such a loss, we can easily rack into the past. That, imperfections are so big. And guilt is so hard to wipe out.
The mind keeps wondering. We question our actions. We ask the limits of intention. We doubt the validation of deeds. Beyond all, we express upon the truth of all purposes.
The day we can reconcile it all, Ruby will be very proud of us. In the silence of communication, there are messages. You taught us to look out for subtle meanings and the significance of events. You have made us to seek for higher awareness. For signs that will release us of our fears. Of worries. And eradicate the uncertainty of thoughts. Only to lead a life with an affection that transcends all mortal feelings. To become a love born of devotion to one's soul and spirit.
For now, we are still deeply drowned in sorrow. Unfortunately, we are not coping well. It is the empty room in our surrounding. In our hearts. In Reiki Sanctuary. It is the loss of a dear companion, and a very precious one. It is the broken relationship. It is the loneliness in the heart. Flashes of the past magnify.
The emotional pangs of pains can be rather unbearable. We dearly miss her physical touch. We miss her adorable ways to make us smile. We miss just having her next to us and watching her sleep. The tenderness that goldfielded a mercy worthy of our relationship. That, constantly, reminds us of sacredness and its manifold gifts to humanity and spiritual union.
Your loss is a great pain to us. We had fooled ourselves that the day will come later. Much later. We are just refusing to allow our mind to that decision, sending you to the Vet, was the strength and courage you had chosen. You knew we would be very lost should you take your last breath in our presence at home. You knew those are actions that must be done. You had actually communicated with us. Showing the unusual quiet trip to the clinic. Not even barking and struggling as you would always do. What you wanted was for us to give you the means to the strength that you had lost. And all your dignity.
The white light that came to connect with you on such a beautiful day, Friday 20 March, was a great blessing. The weather, throughout the day, was just lovely. You even had arranged for some people to be with us. You just knew we needed them. And the day, it was Saturday 21 March at 3 pm, as your earthly body was cremated, the sky cried. And so were we and our friends. It marked an earthly closure between us. It was the beginning for eternal re-membrance.
We are deeply thankful ...
- To Dr Quek who tried his best. To the Lab Technician, Robert, who took great care of the body.
- Thank You to all our families, relatives and friends that sent condolences, love and prayers.
- Special thanks to Jian for offering us transport on Thursday.
- Special thanks to dear Penny, Joanne and Nel for accompanying us on Friday.
- Our heartfelt gratitude to our true friends, Ann and Pat, who sacrificed their time, to be around us at all time. For their time at the Vet on Friday to the cremation on Saturday afternoon. For all your time accompanying us throughout the night and trying hard not to make us cry. And, for constantly bringing back sanity into our minds.
Thank you for the constant prayers.
- Our appreciation to Pat who accompanied us to collect the ash on Sunday. And then, sacrificing your work, to spend with us the whole afternoon.
- To Mr Osman, at the Cremation, who provided us the compassion and the respect final goodbye.
My little request:
I believe in the power of prayer. I am asking for everyone's prayers as you read this blog. For a little prayer to Ruby. For her soul to rest in peace .. For her spirit live on forever.
Thank you all. May God be with you.
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